Corner of heart

I think cupid is drunk sometimes. I can only assume the case when he hits one person with an arrow, but completely misses the other. It’s funny how a person can break your heart , and you can still love them with all the little peices thinking to heal your crevices. This makes me unsure about what scares me more, that you’ll never love me, or that I’ll never stop loving you.

The worst feeling is knowing from the start that it’s never gonna happen but getting a voice, that it will, makes it worse. Feeling so conscious about how you look what you do and yet, you try anyway. You don’t giveup and maybe you go and talk to her cause you are friends. But the absolute worse is when they tell you directly that they only see you as a friend and somehow your heart just don’t listen. Maybe, you thought that they also have a corner in their heart and someday it will grow, but the time proves you wrong.

These things sometimes lead to a phase , like when you have a contact in your phone but just to see, no calls, no text, nothing. You look at their pictures smiling and fantasising moments with them but your heart sobing and weeping from inside. Hope is thing which will never let you move on and that hope never leaves your mind and be the reason for you to not move on. I think that’s the reason why dinasours became extinct, all the world were moving on, but they didn’t managed to do so. It’s lonely being a dinasour.